Katy and Mark are here for a week
My mother, her two youngest daughters and her youngest sister have gone to Lourdes for five days leaving youngest bro and myself in charge of the visiting schedule for Daddy...
who is still in hospital but is comfortable...
whatever that means. He hasn't eaten anything for six days but doesn't seem hungry.
And lots of people have visited our house. No offers have been made yet.
And I am feeling deeply stressed with lots of strange and unpleasant physical symptoms...
Which is why I have taken time off work..
and I am thinking very hard about not working in the caring field any more.
Because I feel I don't have enough caring inside me to go around.
I know the name of this place I live in now.
It is called Limbo.
I'd rather be at home.